Today was hard.
Today it was the Balloon Release Memorial at CHEO.
Today I cried. Alot.
It's funny how I thought I was doing okay, but then gathered among other grieving parents I realize I am not as strong as I thought I was.
As the song played on the radio at the Memorial and we began to release the balloons to the sky, I cried.
Watching our balloons for Tristan lift up to the clouds and mingle with all of the other balloons was a beautiful sight, but heartbreaking as well.
Too many children gone too soon.
Today was a reminder of that.
Today was a reminder of the pain...
Though somehow I feel just a little bit better.
Today I allowed the floodgates to open, when I usually lock them shut.
Today I allowed myself to grieve...
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