Today would be Tristan's 3rd Birthday.
It is hard - no - impossible to actually put into words how I am feeling today.
Happy, angry, sad, depressed...just to name a few.
I am so deeply happy and proud to be the Mommy of such a special boy, and I wouldn't change that in a million years. I just wish he was here. With us. Where he is supposed to be.
We will be releasing more balloons for Tristan tonight...and lighting a candle for him to see.
Mommy loves you Angel!
I miss you so much!!
XOXO
Happy Birthday Tristan. I'm sorry I'm late with the birthday wishes, but your momma and family are in my thoughts.
ReplyDeleteThank-you so much Kristine!
ReplyDeleteWe really appreciate your thoughts.